listen to 'pollyanna', the 2nd album from polyana.

ABBY 'MIMI' GORDON

names: abby/mimi/rika/polly/leanne
pronouns: they/it/she
favorite animals: bunnies, dogs

I tell stories through music and art reflecting whatever i'm listening to, going through, or feeling aesthetically at the moment <3 im a big music enjoyer!! u can usually catch me yapping about something im either listening to or obsessed with... I'm a member of Cryptid Synapse & momma's house, and I release my works under the label ULTRAVIOLET CREATIVE. check those, and more out in the Music tab on the main page!! thank u for checking out my lil page <3

CHARACTERS

name: Polly
pronouns: she/they/bun
date of birth: 2000-5-3
location: The Internet
favorite movies:
Look Back
I Saw The TV Glow
Perfect Blue
Coraline
favorite albums:
Blur - 13
Weezer - Pinkerton
Sheena Ringo - Shoso Strip
Radiohead - In Rainbows
Car Seat Headrest - Twin Fantasy
A mascot created for the popular digital music marketplace MP3eez.com, Polly lived a short, but happy life as a well-known digital icon, being featured in her own 3D animated music videos, getting her own albums, hell, she even had her own free wallpapers and ringtones! Unfortunately, after a lengthy 9 years, the success of the ever-popular iTunes had overshadowed the site, forcing MP3eez into becoming defunct, the site shutting down in May of 2008. As Polly's conscious faded into the depths of the internet, she wandered for years for a home. As she became further detached from the site she was created for, she began to ask herself various questions. 'am i real?', 'am i my true self?', and most importantly, 'have i ever had a family?'. After years of watching the growth of the internet from a third person view, longing for love herself, she stumbles across a group of people that finally make her feel at home, and she finally gets a chance at becoming real. Will she take it?

name: Rika
pronouns: they/them
date of birth: 2003-3-5
location: Atco, New Jersey
favorite movies:
Skinamarink
Whiplash
House
Army of Darkness
The Thing
favorite albums:
Doechii - Alligator Bites Never Heal
Lil Ugly Mane - Mista Thug Isolation
Oneohtrix Point Never - Replica
The Avalanches - Wildflower
Phantogram - Eyelid Movies
Rika is a bunny from New Jersey who lost everything around her, and has been attempting to pick up the pieces since. An online friend to Mimi and Polly, and the creator of Open Me, Rika is perpetually stunted due to experiences she fears digging back into. As she slowly moves down the path of opening the door to the world of the unreal, Rika learns to move on from what held her down in the path, accepting her other half, Bunnymouth, as a part of herself.

name: Mimi
pronouns: it/she
date of birth: 2006-5-15
location: Durham, North Carolina
favorite movies:
Godzilla Minus One
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Everything, Everywhere, All at Once
Parasite
favorite albums:
Plus Tech Squeeze Box - Cartoom!
Mid-Air Thief - Crumbling
Tyler the Creator - IGOR
Magdalena Bay - Imaginal Disk
The Postal Service - Give Up
Mimi is a dog desperate for affection; navigating a period of her life she considers a 'metamorphic' stage in her life. Finally in a state to heal, in seeking relation, she finds her other Half, a bunny named polly from through the screen. The two check in as they go through their own phases in life, supporting eachother along the way. Mimi is a character riddled with lots of insecurities and anxieties, manifesting in a fear of abandonment and failure. She works through these anxieties with her friends and family, as she learns to love herself and the world around her! She loves art, values friendship, and vows to never abandon the inner child she loves dearly.

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2023 - open me
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polyana - 'open me'

alternative title: 'open me thru stunted waves; hold me in morning hues'
era: Pollyanna era
release date: November 24th, 2023
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Tracklist:
1. bunnymouth
2. stunted
3. loose lines (ft. kensowavy)
4. subaru (ft. neodigitalnative)
5. bones
6. waves (ft. Jozie Haze)
7. durham22
8. zipper
9. burden
10. jersey23 (ft. Kaan's Exile)
11. open me (ft. lizzy's personal army)
12. hold me
13. hues (ft. Pastor's Child)
B-Sides:
242424
slide (ft. mikeal & superchromatic)
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Writing: Abby 'Mimi' Gordon, Kaan's Exile (2)
Music: Abby 'Mimi' Gordon
Production: polyana, emanuel. (2)
Vocals: polyana
Mixing, & Mastering: polyana
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featuring the singles 'durham22' & 'loose lines (ft. kensowavy)'

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2025 - pollyanna
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polyana - 'pollyanna'

era: Pollyanna era
release date: November 10th, 2025
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Tracklist:
1. a world i'll never know
2. hypocrite
3. superpower
4. throwback
5. money song (ft. Kaan's Exile)
6. human song
7. bunnies (ft. Pastor's Child)
8. good.. (ft. Kros, ilysm & lizzy's personal army)
9. another regret (ft. Kros)
10. 90° angel (ft. Jozie Haze)
11. self-identify
12. dog (mimi loves u!!)
13. what i saw
14. twenty nineteen girl
15. pollyanna
B-Sides:
hypocrite (alternate ver.)
superpower (alternate ver.)
throwback (ryangreenblue rmx)
throwback (demo)
thirty three
boy
human song (zephyr snow rmx)
all my friends (draft)
i wish
dogjam
pollyanna (original ver.)
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-----------------------------------all tracks written by Abby 'Mimi' Gordon, additional writing by lizzy's personal army (4), and Kaan's Exile (9)production by Abby Gordon (all) & Elliestation (1,2,3,4,6,10,11,12,14)
album engineered by Elliestation
Additional vocals: Kaan's Exile (5), Viridian (6), MIRAMIRA (4,7), Pastor's Child (7), Kros (8,9), ilysm (8), lizzy's personal army (8), Jozie Haze (10) & Lyra Pihl (15)Additional production: NEODIGITALNATIVE, Refraktionz (3,5,6,7,8,9), Tomie (8), emanuel. (8), MIRAMIRA (14), Tyler Griffin (15), Lyra Pihl (15)
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featuring the singles 'throwback' & 'money song (ft. kaan's exile)'

-----------------------------------Desc.i've lost and gained a lot in the last year. i graduated high school since open me, dealt with a lot of hard choices, and in the process met a group of people i finally felt comfortable around. I felt like the ending that open me left off on was very definitive and perfect; and i wanted to correct that by making sort of a 'status update' album. little did i know that it would turn into another 2 years of trying to make another grand representation of my issues..i don't think i'm a perfect person, and i made a lot of mistakes in the last two years, but this album is a way of talking about those imperfections. in the past, i pretended that they didn't exist & i brushed my worst mistakes under the rug, but i wanted to do my best to confront them and display them in the most potent way i knew possible.the first half of this album (hypocrite-good) was mostly written in 2024, and everything after is a lot more recent, reflecting on a lot of the personal discoveries i've made in the last year, and a lot of the lessons i've learned along the way.i worked through a lot of paranoid episodes, anxiety & panic attacks to finish this album, even at points feeling like scrapping the whole project altogether. but in the end i was able to finish it.i'm a dog, i'm a bunny, and we're pollyanna <3 <3 <3 <3 thank you for all the support ; this project might not be for everyone, but i hope you all enjoy it nonethelesscreated between 10/19/2023 - 10/24/2025 in north carolina, new jersey, and portland, OR.

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GALLERY

'open me' (2022-2023)

'pollyanna' (2024-2025)

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'open me' (2022-2023)

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'pollyanna' (2024-2025)

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CONTACT ME

email: [email protected]
discord: @pollyannaxxoo

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